{"id":190,"date":"2002-08-25T12:29:00","date_gmt":"2002-08-25T12:29:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tashuk.wordpress.com\/2002\/08\/25\/190\/"},"modified":"2002-08-25T12:29:00","modified_gmt":"2002-08-25T12:29:00","slug":"190","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alanlodge.co.uk\/blog\/archives\/190","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Black Rock Desert Poem by tanya<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Black Rock Desert was the destination,<br \/>\n<br \/>Headed for a weekend of good times and recreation.<br \/>\n<br \/>What I got was so much more &#8211;<br \/>\n<br \/>But, wait, we&#8217;re just at the door &#8211;<br \/>\n<br \/>These lessons take time<br \/>\n<br \/>To infiltrate your mind.<\/p>\n<p>So we&#8217;ll start from the beginning:<br \/>\n<br \/>In my head thoughts were spinning<br \/>\n<br \/>As I gazed at the mountains afar<br \/>\n<br \/>&gt;From the window of my sister&#8217;s red suburu car.<br \/>\n<br \/>All that I knew of the event<br \/>\n<br \/>Were second-hand stories from a book that had been lent.<br \/>\n<br \/>This book, along with my ticket, to me my sister had sent,<br \/>\n<br \/>A sort of you&#8217;re-graduated-so-now-you-can-really-learn-about-life present.<\/p>\n<p>She told me they call it Burning Man,<br \/>\n<br \/>Named for the tall neon figure in the sand.<br \/>\n<br \/>&#8220;They will burn him Saturday night,&#8221; she said,<br \/>\n<br \/>and off through the desert we sped.<br \/>\n<br \/>After Gerlach and Empire we finally reached the place.<br \/>\n<br \/>Turning onto the playa with my sister&#8217;s smiling face,<br \/>\n<br \/>She popped in Edie Brickell &amp; the New Bohemians<br \/>\n<br \/>And, laughing, together we sang like crazy demons.<br \/>\n<br \/>Greeted by sparkling glittered insane ravers,<br \/>\n<br \/>Drove to 8 o&#8217;clock and feet to meet our new neighbors.<\/p>\n<p>My first visions didn&#8217;t go past my eyes,<br \/>\n<br \/>Which were sun and travel weary from the drive.<br \/>\n<br \/>It wasn&#8217;t really until that night<br \/>\n<br \/>That I completely took in the sight<br \/>\n<br \/>Of a beautiful, glowing, magical community<br \/>\n<br \/>That laughed in the face of a made-up reality.<\/p>\n<p>And after an evening of riding double<br \/>\n<br \/>On a bicycle that tended to wobble,<br \/>\n<br \/>Sitting in a mushroom tower,<br \/>\n<br \/>Feeling its tremendous power,<br \/>\n<br \/>Smoking some hash,<br \/>\n<br \/>Visiting a shrine for Johnny Cash,<br \/>\n<br \/>Making way for the motorized couch,<br \/>\n<br \/>Waiting out the rain in an Elvis tent, I crouched<br \/>\n<br \/>Thinking Toto, this is nothing like home,<br \/>\n<br \/>And biking across the playa we roamed,<br \/>\n<br \/>Amazed by the sculptures of chrome.<br \/>\n<br \/>We cheered at the Thunderdome,<br \/>\n<br \/>Got lost in a maze,<br \/>\n<br \/>And I knew I was about to reach a new phase.<br \/>\n<br \/>This experience was going to teach me about community,<br \/>\n<br \/>About people, about life, about love, about beauty.<br \/>\n<br \/>And that it did in many ways<br \/>\n<br \/>Through energized nights and dusty days.<\/p>\n<p>The people I met were what made it all work &#8211;<br \/>\n<br \/>This experience and how it changed my whole outlook.<br \/>\n<br \/>I first encountered the Cyberbuss folk<br \/>\n<br \/>Who lifted the world with the energy every time they spoke.<br \/>\n<br \/>They were friendly and offered a game of Rock-Swivel &amp; Bob,<br \/>\n<br \/>So we camped next to them and added to the mob.<br \/>\n<br \/>Their names have escaped me but their faces remain,<br \/>\n<br \/>Except Sam, Rob, and Gamitone \u00ad I remember their names.<\/p>\n<p>Others I met under the Central Camp dome<br \/>\n<br \/>While sipping on frothy cappuccino foam.<br \/>\n<br \/>Like the suspicious man who was writing to his boyfriend:<br \/>\n<br \/>&#8220;I&#8217;m sorry to tell you, but this relationship must end.&#8221;<br \/>\n<br \/>He was sitting at a table, smoking a cigarette, and then<br \/>\n<br \/>He smiled and finally set down his money-sign pen.<\/p>\n<p>There was Rupert, who shared his nitrous with us<br \/>\n<br \/>As we sat on the seats in his comfy RV bus.<br \/>\n<br \/>On his hat was a patch of black and white thread,<br \/>\n<br \/>&#8220;Give me head till I&#8217;m dead,&#8221; it said.<br \/>\n<br \/>His wife Sunny was her own rockstar<br \/>\n<br \/>As she danced in the glowing ejaculating car.<\/p>\n<p>And then there was Shad, who introduced me to these two &#8211;<br \/>\n<br \/>I think he impacted me more than he knew<br \/>\n<br \/>Through our long chats under the mid-morning sun<br \/>\n<br \/>And the evenings spent together, full of good times and fun.<br \/>\n<br \/>He had a smile that made my heart flutter,<br \/>\n<br \/>My knees go weak and my words begin to stutter.<br \/>\n<br \/>And before long in his arms I was held,<br \/>\n<br \/>Into the deep pool of his eyes I fell,<br \/>\n<br \/>And waking together to the lull of the wind,<br \/>\n<br \/>We wondered what the coming day would bring.<\/p>\n<p>Outside was my sister Jamie &#8211;<br \/>\n<br \/>Beautiful, intelligent, the star of the family.<br \/>\n<br \/>She was recovering from her own personal tragedy,<br \/>\n<br \/>Pushed down by a man she had loved madly.<br \/>\n<br \/>Almost done healing, she had learned so much &#8211;<br \/>\n<br \/>This experience, together, brought us closer and in touch.<\/p>\n<p>As we fought through traffic to get back to the city,<br \/>\n<br \/>We discussed the experience and felt pity<br \/>\n<br \/>That the beauty of people \u00ad their heart and their soul \u00ad<br \/>\n<br \/>Can so easily be stifled by our culture&#8217;s control.<br \/>\n<br \/>And we vowed we would not return to the norms of society,<br \/>\n<br \/>We would instead live in the world of a true reality<br \/>\n<br \/>Full of love and compassion and people who would not shriek<br \/>\n<br \/>When we finally decide to release our inner freak.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Black Rock Desert Poem by tanya Black Rock Desert was the destination, Headed for a weekend of good times and recreation. 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