Admitted to QMC with a degenerative cervical myelopathy

Collapsed and both my hands stopped working. Operation and lots of rehab to follow.

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How the Sound Sanctuary is keeping Notts ravers safe

Words: Rose Mason . Illustrations: Lily Keogh

Thursday 18 September 2025

A lover of music and the underground rave scene, Magda realised the parties they were attending were under-delivering on safety. In 2023, they began The Sound Sanctuary: a travelling stand, a bunch of supplies and a few passionate people providing first aid and drug education to help partiers feel safe in the rave… 

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“I wanted to create a little haven of safety in a place that can be scary and can be unpredictable” says Magda, a young University of Nottingham student who has been pouring their spare time and budget into this project for the last two years.

“We have a gazebo or table and we provide water, food, vitamins, medicine, first aid – we’re fully first aid trained. We have volunteer nurses and paramedics as well, part of our team, who have experience at festivals.”

The team carry naloxone at all times – an opioid (and synthetic opioid) overdose reversal medication, that can be used in cases of emergency – and all the core members are trained to administer it. Magda says that luckily, they have never had to.

“We also give out a lot of leaflets, condoms, sanitary products, ear plugs and devices for safer use and disease control like clean supplies, disinfectant, sanitizer, or sniffing straws because using contaminated notes can cause transmission of Hep C and HIV,” says Magda. “And then we usually have an area where people can come sit and relax. One of our other lead members is a grade two counselor, so if someone just wants to have a chat because they’re not having a good time, or they’ve lost their friends or something, they can sit down, have a breather, have some water. We also have a tent. If anyone needs to sleep, you can have a little nap.”

The Sound Sanctuary collective mainly operates within the illegal and underground rave scene, but Magda stresses this initiative is needed in legal events too: “you get welfare officers, stewards and security at clubs. But it’s obviously very hush about the realities of the scene and how to pay attention to everyone,” Magda explains.  

Denying that people take drugs at parties avoids taking the very first step towards understanding how to help them. “We’ve all been at a party where we’re witnessing someone who’s taken a bit of a turn for the worst and we’re not quite sure what to do with them,” says Cerys, another core Sound Sanctuary volunteer. 

We usually have an area where people can come sit and relax. One of our other lead members is a grade two counselor, so if someone just wants to have a chat because they’re not having a good time, or they’ve lost their friends, they can sit down and have a breather

“Often on a night out, it isn’t a question of emergency. If we need to refer to emergency services, we know exactly how to, but a lot of times, referring people in those states to emergency services is only going to make it worse, because it increases a lot of paranoia, rather than someone sitting there holding your hand and saying, ‘It’s gonna be okay’”. Magda says, “Just having someone at the rave that you can lean on if you need it, it makes a massive difference.” 

“I think that’s why work like what we do can be so powerful,” says Cerys. “We make them feel comfortable.”

It’s not just drug use or bad trips that might lead people to needing a moment of calm. Raves are loud, immersive environments. “I’m neurodivergent myself, sometimes when I’m a little bit overwhelmed at an event, it would be lovely to have a little safe space to have a breather,” Magda says.

So that is what The Sound Sanctuary provides – a safe space for partiers to “chat to people whenever they need it.” Magda met Cerys through a passion for drug education in the rave scene, and she is now a crucial part of The Sound Sanctuary. Currently studying a masters in Chemistry at NTU, Cerys does drug testing assistance with an organisation called The Loop, based in Bristol. Drug testing identifies the presence of dangerous substances such as nitazenes, an extremely potent synthetic opioid which party drugs can be contaminated with. 

“If someone gets to the point where they’re a bit worried about what they have, they come to see us. I can do nitazine testing, xylazine testing and some reagent testing, just to help them navigate what they have.”

Magda holds their finger and thumb up, leaving a tiny gap between. “Even that much of a contaminant like xylazine or nitazine can cause an overdose death.”

Both Cerys and Magda tell stories of friends whose drug experiences inspired their passion. “I’ve lost people in my community through drug death that could have been preventable, had they known what was in their drugs, had they had access to naloxone when they needed it,” Cerys says.

The Sound Sanctuary originated from a gap Magda noticed for harm reduction within young people and the rave and club scene. They moved to Nottingham from Italy, which was very harm reduction oriented. By comparison, Magda felt that within the UK scene this approach was completely absent.

“Harm reduction services in Nottingham at the minute – you often have to go and find them,” Cerys says. Magda explains that you have to refer yourself and you don’t know if you’re going to be judged or accepted. The result is that younger people who take drugs at parties feel cut off from seeking support.

The Sound Sanctuary aims “to meet them where they are, which is at parties and at raves, then it opens more opportunities for them to learn about harm reduction as drug users,” says Cerys.

“If you go to an event, you’re not having a great time, or you have a few questions about previous experiences you’ve had, and you see two young people sitting there who enjoy the music, who seem really approachable, it definitely changes the experience. It makes it a lot more welcoming,” Magda says.

Though Magda learned about substance education with the University of Nottingham and trained with Nottingham Recovery Network, The Sound Sanctuary is currently funded out of their own pocket. They have launched a fundraiser to raise £600 for supplies, including more drug testing and a new gazebo after theirs was damaged by the wind. The more the collective grows, the more they need to replenish supplies, and costs quickly mount up.

Coming into colder weather, Magda wants to use some of the fundraiser to ‘winter-proof’ The Sound Sanctuary. “Raves still go on during the winter and that’s the most dangerous time because you’re now talking about drug induced hypothermia, things like that. A lot of supplies will help in the colder months – heaters and hot water tanks for teas and coffees will be fundamental.”

The Sound Sanctuary was borne ultimately out of a love for the scene – parties, music, dancing, and the desire to enable everyone attending to feel safe and have the best time they can.

“Drug use is a real fact, and it does happen every day – ignoring it is not helping,” says Magda. “Some people are a bit unsure – are we promoting use?” says Cerys – but as she maintains: “it is just providing education and welfare, which doesn’t harm anyone.”


To follow the Sound Sanctuary or donate to the fundraiser head to their Instagram page below.

@rigside23

https://www.gofundme.com/f/raving-safe-the-sound-sanctuary-harm-reduction-collective

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Nottingham Green Festival

A diminished event after problems with the insurance cover

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Interview with Stewart Lee for BBC Radio 4 : Artworks What Happened to Counter-Culture?

https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m002hkx3

ep. 4. Culture Clash

My contribution / interview on Beanfield etc at 25:00 mins

More than just a cultural trend – counter-culture became a social movement so powerful it shaped institutions, businesses, politics and the attitudes and aspirations of whole generations – including everything from haircuts to voting choices. In fact, it became so prevalent that it’s sometimes hard to remember how things have changed under its influence.

Comedian Stewart Lee presents a five-part series exploring the evolution and key ideas that have driven counter-culture from its beginnings with the Beats, folk and jazz in the 1950s, to its heights in the 1960s and 70s – including the hippies and the early tech-communalists, the new liberation movements and punk, to the 1980s and early 90s, where political power on both sides of the Atlantic pushed back against the values of the ‘permissive society’.

Talking to artists, musicians, writers, activists and historians, Stewart continues to the present day asking where we are now, in the digital age of social media silos and the so-called ‘culture wars’ – what’s happened to counter-culture? Was it co-opted, did it sell out? Or did its ideas of freedom and identity become so entrenched within mainstream culture it’s legacy has become unassailable? Or has it migrated politically to the Right? Throughout the series, the counter-culture is explored not only in terms of its history, extraordinary cultural output and key events – but also its deeper political and philosophical impact, it’s continued meaning for our own age.

In part 4, Culture Clash, the counter-culture generates opposition of its own – first in the courts and then from government. As the infamous Oz magazine trial puts the British underground press in the dock for ‘corrupting public morals’, the UK underground extends outside London to urban communities across the country, creating vibrant, alternative scenes in the 1970s and 80s, despite growing opposition from government.

Punk re-energises some of the same counter-cultural, DIY values as the hippie movement and joins with reggae, by now the music of Black British counter-culture, to form a powerful, multifaceted cultural challenge to mainstream politics and society.

But has the free individualism of the 1960s become hardened and monetised into a version of its own worst enemy – the economic self-centredness of the 1980s? This episode explores the pushback – a political ‘counter’ counter-culture – led by the Thatcher and Reagan governments respectively, explicitly opposing the ideas of the ‘permissive society’ and 1960s counter-culture in Britain and America. In the UK, following its success defeating the NUM, the Conservative government targets the alternative culture of ‘new age travellers’ culminating with the ‘Battle of the Beanfield’ in June 1985, one of the most violent police operations in British history.

Contributors include journalist and author John Harris, photographer Lisa Law, former Oz and IT journalist Jonathon Green, Geoffrey Robertson KC, musician Brian Eno, critic and author Paul Morley, historian Andy Beckett, founding member of Steel Pulse and director of the Black Music Research Unit Mykaell Riley, fashion designer and founding member of XR Clare Farrell, historian and journalist Simon Heffer, guitarist and songwriter Johnny Marr, and photographer Alan Lodge.

Presenter: Stewart Lee
Producer: Simon Hollis

A Brook Lapping production for BBC Radio 4

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Landing at East Midlands Airport

Landing at East Midlands Airport returning from Belfast International Airport. A very clear and great evening light. Ryanair Boeing 737-800 [seat 28A] #landing #ryanair #belfast #737-800 #aircraft

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Take off from Belfast International Airport

Take off from Belfast International Airport, returning to East Midlands Airport. A very clear and great evening light. Ryanair Boeing 737-800 [seat 28A] #takeoff #ryanair #belfast #737-800 #aircraft

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Tash’s police negotiations, Longstock Free Festival, Summer Solstice 1991

Tash’s police negotiations, Longstock Free Festival, Summer Solstice 1991 A masterclass in reasonableness 🙂 Working with charities Festival Welfare Services FWS & Travellers Aid Trust TAT …. I was frequently asked to deal with police negotiations and witnessing. It was not often caught on film … but this one was. The police wanted to close the road to the site at Longstock because of the volume of traffic, road safety etc and people where rightly cross at the continued harassment ….. I simply suggested a one-way system. Then to ask folks if this was acceptable. I conceal my crossness really well innit. xx Credit : Gareth Morris, Neil Goodwin #police #longstock #free #festival

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Building a Bender

Building a Bender #bender#free #festival #alternatives #living #bw #bwphotography #photography #nikon #Zf #Z9

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How to put up another Tipi

How to put up another Tipi #tipi #free #festival #alternatives #living #bw #bwphotography #photography #nikon #Zf #Z9

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How to put up another Tipi

How to put up another Tipi #tipi #free #festival #alternatives #living #bw #bwphotography #photography #nikon #Zf #Z9

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How to put up a Tipi

How to put up a Tipi #tipi #free #festival #alternatives #living #bw #bwphotography #photography #nikon #Zf #Z9

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Creswell Crags

Creswell Crags #creswell #crags #derbyshire #woods #uk #landscape #iceage #bw #bwphotography #photography #nikon #Zf #Z9 #14mm

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Aaron Trinder Interview with Tash, for Free Party Doc

Aaron Trinder Interview with Tash, for Free Party Doc As part of the filming for ‘Free Party: A Folk History’ we spoke to alternative lifestyle and traveller photographer Alan ‘Tash’ Lodge about his journey. From young festival goer to London ambulance man, member of festival welfare to photographer, his story moves through the early years of the free festival movement at Windsor, The Stonehenge free festivals, the Battle of the Beanfield, Castlemorton to the environmental movements of today. Tash’s unequalled archive of photography shows over 4 decades of cultural history. Shared initially as part of the ‘virtual premiere’ for Free Party: A Folk History. https://freepartydoc.info/work …. Thank you Aaron. 00:00 First Festival, Windsor 01:50 Self-reliance, Levellers 03:10 Stonehenge beginnings 04:40 Squatting / Ambulance Service 05:30 Festival Welfare Services FWS 06:50 Police treatment 08:00 Beginning Photography 09:05 Stonehenge Free Festival 10:32 Peace Convoy 11:03 Greenham Common / Cruise Watch 12:20 Tory Concern 12:50 Miners’ Strike 13:50 Travellers 15:05 Molesworth 15:50 High Court Injunction / Trespass 16:45 Operation Solstice / Beanfield 22:50 Civil Action against the Police 23:40 New Public Order Law 24:00 Operation Daybreak / Stoney Cross 25:05 Refugees / Economic Collapse 27:30 Public Order Act 1986, Sect 39 28:40 Photography BA Degree @ NTU, Nottingham 28:50 Free Party Scene / DiY Sound System 31:25 Castlemorton 35:00 Criminal Justice & Public Order Act 1994 35:45 Many leave and go abroad 36:15 Reclaim the Streets RTS 37:40 Environmental Protest / PCSC Act 2022 39:40 Surveillance 41:15 Division 42:15 Finish #freeparty #party #freepartydoc #photography #traveller #festivals #freefestival #policing #stonehenge #beanfield #history #levellers #diggers #landrights #tash

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Mysteries of Stonehenge Channel 4 – Free Festival Extract

Mysteries of Stonehenge Channel 4 – Free Festival Extract

  • interview with me about it all plus many of my pictures

#stonehenge#beanfield#photography#policing #tash

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Green Hustle : Nottingham Carbon Neutral CN28

Councillor Sam Lux, Nottingham City Council’s executive member for carbon reduction, leisure and culture at The Green Hustle on Nottingham’s Carbon Neutral CN28 ambitions Samsung S24 Ultra – 4K Video 3840 x2160 #nottingham #cn28 #council #green #hustle #environment #samsung #S24ultra #4k

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Sherwood Library Protest

Sherwood Library Protest Samsung S24 Ultra – 4K Video 3840 x2160 #nottingham #sherwood #library #council #cuts #samsung #S24ultra #4k

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Zines in a year, Random Selection, [24p]

Zines in a year, Random Selection, [24page version] 456 pictures – 6 sec change #nottingham #zines #protest #events #uk #landscape #festival #year #seasons #travel #photography #slideshow #nikon #Z9 #zf

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Quick trip around Nottingham in WideAngle

Quick trip around Nottingham in WideAngle Insta360 Ace Pro – 4K Video 3840 x2160 #nottingham #streets #spring #wideangle #insta360 #acepro #4k

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VE80, Nottingham

VE80 commemoration 12.00 outside the Council House, Nottingham. Thursday 8th May Samsung S24 Ultra – 4K Video 3840 x2160 #nottingham #ve #ve80 #samsung #S24ultra #4k

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‘Battle of the Beanfield’ 1st June 1985

A sequence of photographs covering event that became known as ‘Battle of the Beanfield’ 1st June 1985.

At a meeting of the Association of Chief Police Officers (ACPO), in early 1985, it was resolved to obtain a High Court Injunction preventing the annual gathering at Stonehenge. This was the device to be used to justify the attack at the “Battle of the Beanfield” on the 1st June in Hampshire. Well it wasn’t a battle really.

It was an ambush.

It was a magnificent convoy stretching and snaking its way over the Wiltshire Downs, as far as you could see in either direction. It was a warm Saturday afternoon as we drove through villages, people stood outside their garden gates, smiling and waving at us. A carnival atmosphere with little evidence of the ‘local opposition’ that we had been lead to believe was one of the reasons for obtaining the court orders. A police helicopter watched overhead but there was little other sign of trouble until……..

Seven miles from Stonehenge (the exclusion order was for four and a half miles), just short of the A303 and the Hampshire / Wiltshire border, two lorry loads of gravel where tipped across the road. Up to this point, no laws had been broken. I got out of my truck to take photographs when I first saw some twenty policemen running down the convoy ahead of me smashing windscreens without warning and ‘arresting’ / assaulting the occupants, dragging them out through the windscreens broken glass.

I and others who saw this were fearful of the level of violence used by the police in making arrests. Clearly we were in for a beating, again! Running back to our vehicles, we drove through a hedge in to the adjacent field.

The scale of the police operation was becoming obvious. The same level of violence had been applied to the rear of the convoy. Large numbers of police in many lines deep could be seen on the road forming up.

From then on, the situation grew more tense. More police reinforcements were brought up wearing one-piece blue overalls – without numbers!, ‘Nato-style’ helmets with visors and both full length perspex shields and circular black plastic shields. A ‘stand-off’ situation developed with sporadic outbreaks of violence.

Working with the festival welfare agencies, I was directed to a number of head injuries that has resulted from the initial conflict on the road. All of these injuries were truncheon wounds to the back of the head and some people were quite distressed. I was shown one man, about 20 years old who was semi-conscious with yet another head wound. I was fearful of him dying. An ambulance was called and I assisted the attendant and helped convey the casualty through police lines. The ambulance crew were initially apprehensive about their safety but assurances were given.

In between the taking of photographs, the copious first aid and concerns for my family and friends, I attempted to start negotiations and set up lines of communications with the middle-ranking ‘line’ officers. There was no ‘middle ground’ to be found, so, with others I organised a meeting with Assistant Chief Constable Lional Grundy. He was in charge of the overall operation. It was early evening before we were able to meet him. The tone of the meeting was ‘do what your told or else!’ He reiterated that people should be leave their vehicle and be arrested.

Because of the fear of what that might entail (after viewing the violence earlier in the day), those I met with were reticent about this.

Police in full kit were now massed in large numbers and obviously getting ready to charge. It turns out that police had been arresting a lot of people around Stonehenge earlier in the afternoon. At 7.00pm, Grundy had sixteen hundred policemen from six counties, Ministry of Defence police and some believe, army officers in police uniforms!!!

They charged.

The scenes that followed were recorded by media that had evaded the police blockade. The story was international news. ‘Dixon of Dock Green’ type policing was dead. That which Britain was noted for had now changed to para-military operations against minority groups.

Kim Sabido of ITN, a reporter used to visiting the worlds ‘hot spots’ did an emotional piece-to-camera as he described the worst police violence that he had ever seen.

“What we, the ITN camera crew and myself as a reporter – have seen in the last 30 minutes here in this field has been some of the most brutal police treatment of people that I’ve witnessed in my entire career as a journalist. The number of people who have been hit by policemen, who have been clubbed whilst holding babies in their arms in coaches around this field, is yet to be counted…There must surely be an enquiry after what has happened today”. There wasn’t.

Coming up for the 40th anniversary of these events

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#beanfield #stonehenge #festival #travellers #police #convoy #newagetravellers #alternatives #culture #photography #nikon #slideshow

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